Questions Unsloved

Oouh,
I'm so Confused.
So irritated, something's bugging me,
Countless thoughts circle my mind,
What should i do?
Where should i go?
I do not like my state of mind rite now,
There are so many choices to make.
But,
which of them should i choose?
Will my choice benefit me?
Will it lead me to sorrow?
What if i did not listen?
What if i made my own decision but it goes into a wrong turn.
And if i listen...
follow what has been said and planned,
Will i be happy?
Is it worth it???
Will my time be wasted?
What about money? Friends? my love life?
2 years....seems too long.
Will i be spiritually strong to overcome it?
I don't have a testimony yet.
I don't think I'm ready for this.
Too fast, too fast,
Unfortunately, Its a must.
i wish i could tear myself into pieces,
so i could enjoy two worlds at the same time.
Sigh,
decisions making.
The famous once said,
"Once you make a decision, the universe conspires to make it happen."
Is it so true?
I don't know.
I don't have much time left. I have to decide.



It's a matter of patience and time.
Life, if you are a person
I will pin u down!

LKW